Refection and ranting

I am not much different from many other individuals. I go to work, eat, watch TV, sleep and then repeat. I am not unemployed anymore, but damn life is sucking more than ever. Work is way too busy for one person to handle and I can't say that I am doing an amazing job keeping up with all the work. I hate it. I hate getting up in the mornings to face my miserable day. I am not who I envisioned myself to be. I dreamed about having a nice home, a faithful husband, and 2 beautiful kids. I wish my parents would have told me more about life. They literally taught me nothing about life. I was just left to figure it out for myself. I really felt that I wasted a lot of time. I always wanted to be a dancer and no one helped me accomplish that when I was young. Sure there are a lot of people who also have a similar or worse situation, but as a parent myself there are no excuses for anyone. You should love and teach your children everything you know about life. Sure they might not follow what you taught them, but at least you put in the effort to teach them.