Thursday, May 28, 2009

Depression and Unemployment

There was a time when I felt on top of the world or at least on top of my neighborhood. I had a great paying job that kept me busy, but not so busy that I never made it home. I typically worked 40 hours or less. Life was pretty good, but now I am a product of unemployment now. My self esteem has dropped so much that I find myself sleeping in on a daily basis until 12pm. I am desperate to get a hold of this problem. I know I am not alone in this mess, but that doesn't stop me from getting depressed. I really want to change my life and get a new profession, a new boyfriend, and to have a new baby asap. Let's face it...I'm getting older now and almost pushing 40. I don't want to waste my life away with a corporate job or a good for nothing boyfriend. Thank God I am not married, but damn I wasted a lot of years on him. Despite my issues...I still hope that there are others out there that can come out of their depression and not suffer drastically.

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