Happy Hour saved my life!

Happy hour saved life my life. I had a bad day at work today, but thank god I have a friend named Serpa that made my day all better and took me out to happy hour. He has a way being so helpful and such a good friend. I don't want to ruin that. Sometimes when I drink I think I get very close to messing things up. I get so flirty when I drink and I noticed that sometimes guys stop hanging out with me when I get too drunk. I am not mean or anything but for some reason this always happens to me. I have an interest in someone at work, but he is taken and obessed with texting her. I have to say that I am a bit jealous and just ready to meet that English gentleman of my dreams. He is from the UK and oh so gorgeous in my book. I get so hot just listening to him speak. God is seriously trying to torture me or something. Everything that I want is taken. It gets so difficut when you get older. Everyone is either married or taken. Makes me feel so sad and lonely. My selection is so limited. The sad news is that I am already in a relationship that I want out of so desperately. Convenience is what keeps me around. I never remember it being so difficult to find someone when I was younger. There is 2 guys that are interested in me, but so not my type. Too clingy or too boring is basically what's wrong with them. Plus, I just want a gorgeuos, nice man from the UK....so there's my problem....my target is to focused.